Archive for the 'Myself' Category

14
Oct
11

Think….think….think….and think continuously and nothing else. Nothing seems to be going right and my mind is fully working like I believe I have use 98% of it 🙂 Come on yar what you will do when there is nothing in your hands …nothing but thinking how to get out of this situation and that’s what I do. But, on a serious note, I am really feeling tired of this thing when this gonna be over?

I have never been involved in any kind of illegal stuff and never wanted to but thanks to my saudi kafil I am living in saudi without iqama renewed and thus living here illegally. Since last October, I have given him my iqama to renew it but it is still not renewed despite giving him complete amount and everything. God, I can’t take it anymore and please help me.

You know what is the most irritating thing in waiting is waiting itself and the plus point with this waiting is you don’t know how long you gonna wait for this. It is like one year and I really thank Allah that I have gone on vacations before this iqama expiry otherwise the situation could be more worst than it is now.

Anyways friends please pray for me I really want this thing to end.

29
Sep
11

Hum Bhool Gaye Har Baat

Can we forget her ? She is Naseem Begum with her golden voice who was once remembered as a second Noor Jahan but she manage to remove the label from her and get fame as a female playback singer in Pakistan film industry. Born in Amritsar on Feburary 24, 1936 started her training from classical singer Mukhtar Begum who was also considered as an icon for the gazal singers in gramophone era. She first performed as a playback singer in the film Guddi Gudda in 1956. She has also sung patriotic songs, “Ae rah-e-haq kay shaheedo” is her most popular patriotic song. Today is her death anniversary. She died on 25 September 1971 at the age of 35.

14
Jun
11

Absent

Lolz the title just came into my mind. Anyways I was really absent from my blog like two years. 2 long years went and make some strong changes in my life. I lost my mother (May Allah bless her soul), I left Pakistan, working in much more tense and hard environment than I ever expected, learn so many of new things just because of living abroad, had an annual vacation of almost 23 days without having being paid for four months (Yeah) and much more stuff.

I tried to pull myself to my blog so many time but something just stop me for writing to it. Today I am writing here while sitting in my office with some work on my desk(which isn’t mine okay) and seriously not willing to finish it. You know what I am writing this piece because sometime when I check my blog(through facebook most of the times) I start reading my posts and go back in the memory. Some day like some really good day when I will be reading this post, I definitely will smile and think about the stress and tension I had that day.

There is one formula to live happy in this world, love what you have and just don’t give a shit for what you don’t have because there would definitely be a reason for it and the best part is doing is NOT EQUAL TO saying 🙂

Be Happy!!!!

13
Jun
09

Life @ These Days

These days my life is full of tensions and stress. Some of the tensions because of my present job. It is a very crucial situation when you find that someone is trying to take you out from your job and you cannot do anything because you are not allowed to work on your own way. I have proposed some ideas related to my work but then someone chooses to play with them and he makes me clean bold by just tempering those ideas into his ideas.

On the other side of my life…..I found someone who is making my heart beating like hell in front of her. She is like my type of girl. Nearly everything I want, she already have it. But this time I am facing a big problem. Do I let her know about it ? She might not be thinking about me in the same way as I am thinking but I’m not afraid because of it. I’m afraid what if she say NO because I don’t think I can resist to NO this time. I dont know what to do….I’m really confused…..God please help me

06
May
09

You’re Beautiful – James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

04
Apr
09

Broken Strings – James Morrison

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late too late

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

21
Mar
09

I loose

Ahhh….I’m tired searching….yes I am….

Its now such an irritating fact that I receive sms ,calls or some time emails from my friends living in Pakistan,UK, US, Saudia and Sweden so that I can solve their PC problems regarding any matter. It is an open secret that you dont have to know everything because whether you know it or not, Google knows it and thats the thing which help me finding everything for everyone. What I do is use google as google works…..but…..it is different in my case….If I would have been counting then I might have searched a million profiles on facebook and orkut but I’m still not able to find the person whom I’m searching for. Everytime when I come closer……someone with a perfect deadend comes and then I have to search some other way.

I don’t know where my search will end but I want to end it quick before I get too tired. Please pray for me




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