Life @ These Days

These days my life is full of tensions and stress. Some of the tensions because of my present job. It is a very crucial situation when you find that someone is trying to take you out from your job and you cannot do anything because you are not allowed to work on your own way. I have proposed some ideas related to my work but then someone chooses to play with them and he makes me clean bold by just tempering those ideas into his ideas.

On the other side of my life…..I found someone who is making my heart beating like hell in front of her. She is like my type of girl. Nearly everything I want, she already have it. But this time I am facing a big problem. Do I let her know about it ? She might not be thinking about me in the same way as I am thinking but I’m not afraid because of it. I’m afraid what if she say NO because I don’t think I can resist to NO this time. I dont know what to do….I’m really confused…..God please help me

You’re Beautiful – James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Broken Strings – James Morrison

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late too late

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I can’t like it anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

I loose

Ahhh….I’m tired searching….yes I am….

Its now such an irritating fact that I receive sms ,calls or some time emails from my friends living in Pakistan,UK, US, Saudia and Sweden so that I can solve their PC problems regarding any matter. It is an open secret that you dont have to know everything because whether you know it or not, Google knows it and thats the thing which help me finding everything for everyone. What I do is use google as google works…..but…..it is different in my case….If I would have been counting then I might have searched a million profiles on facebook and orkut but I’m still not able to find the person whom I’m searching for. Everytime when I come closer……someone with a perfect deadend comes and then I have to search some other way.

I don’t know where my search will end but I want to end it quick before I get too tired. Please pray for me

My Hero my villain

Halo – Beyonce

Another Best Song of Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah…

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light
I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
The risk that I’m takin’
I’m never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)

Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

Is She Too Loud ??

Oh my god…..am I too loud thinking that you can hear it ??

What do I say to make her understand that she wasn’t thinking so much loud nor she told it to me before…..but I know her…I know what she thinks….What she likes/dislikes….What pisses her off…and What make her smile….I know….and you probably know When someone comes to know everything about someone….Yeah It is…..????

Forget it

Sometimes I really don’t understand why people are so selfish……why they even don’t think about you and say anything they want whether it is right or not…..why they so selfish that they even forget what you have done for them….what you are for them…..and more importantly what do you feel when you come to know that they have done this just for their profit and in that profit you are lost.

Is it always like we do arguments……..no we don’t….its like when you do argument and they apparently know that they are wrong and they don’t want to accept……then only you are doing arguments…….wow what a great thing…..and the most funny thing in all the argument is always ………..”Forget It” ……forget it ?? but why???? why I always forget everything and you don’t…..and why I have to stop because you are not in mood of argument??? and when I was listening why do you always suppose that I like to listen these stuff…..No I don’t…..I don’t like this but I do listen it quietly because I feel that you need to flushed it out on someone then why not me because I think I can not also listen to it but also give you advise……but they great thing of you is you don’t really care about anyone….yes…you don’t care about anyone…you are a selfish person…..you are SELFISH….you like to hurt people and when people made you realize it……you say FORGET IT

If I Were a Boy – Beyonce

If I were a boy even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
‘Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her
‘Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
‘Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
‘Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her
‘Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
‘Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say it’s just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
And you don’t understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
‘Cause you’re taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

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I Love You

I saw tears in her eyes…….and my heart broke out. Oh God how could I see her crying like this. And I think I was waiting for this moment because I don’t know what happened to me, I feel a burst of energy in myself and I move forward a bit, hold her hand…..She looked to me and I was looking into her eyes. I think for a second and said YES in my heart and I said……..” hey don’t cry, I’m here to care for you….I love you” ; I said this while holding her hand…………She was shocked and I know for what because she wasn’t expecting this for me. Oh God! I cannot make her understand through my eyes that I really love her. She seems a bit senseless at that moment and I again told her that I love her and I know that she won’t find this good and I know this previously that if I’ll inform her about it, I might loose her. She said, “ Hassan, this is not possible”, I smiled……” I know”; I said…..”but I still love you and I know that I won’t get you in sense of marriage but would I do with this stupid heart who started love you even it knows that Me and You………nearly impossible” I said this controlling my tears and forcefully making my face smiley. This is the most difficult thing I did ever in my life. She took her hand off from me and leave by saying “ I have to go Hassan…..believe me I don’t want to hurt you but I…………….” I woke up………I really don’t remember what she said after this……but I feel my face wet and I found myself crying………..and you know what………Dil wahan bhi darta hai jahan akraar ki poori umeed ho….aur mujhae tow inkar ka poora yakeen hai

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